Freshhhh

Tomorrow is the 1st day back in the "real" world for me. I should be enthused, but sadly I'm not. I'm finding it difficult to drum up excitement for a position that I have been forced into accepting. I kinda want to feel guilty for the direction my thoughts have taken..I mean so many people have been struggling for awhile now. BUT..what the hell..I'll just put it out there..who cares about them??!! This is about ME and my quest for life-long happiness in a profession that j'adore! How am I suppose to find the time to pursue my dreams while being trapped in a 4x4 cube for 8 plus hours a day doing nonsense I don't want to do?! Ok. Rant over...

Naturally, I'm grateful for the opportunity and as I've said plenty of times, I'll give it my best shot. To boost the troops morale, I paid the mall a visit to add to my collection. I mean seriously, if you're going to be going stir crazy sitting around yacking with total strangers about god knows what all day, you might as well look faboosh while doing it ;)

Celebrate Good Times..

Come on! I really need to start listening to a different radio station. Oh wait, I live in a building with haywire internet access and poor radio reception. Typical. I did get an offer today. That's definitely a reason to throw caution to the wind and do a little celebrating. I indulged in a few bevvies and more importantly, a few new outfits. I lie. I didn't go overboard and buy whole new outfits, but I just had to pick up a few things on this momentous occasion. A girl's entitled to after fasting for the past few months.

Am I sell out? Nah. I remain true to the mission of uncovering the role of a lifetime. In the meantime, I will report for duty with as much enthusiasm and devotion that I can muster.