The World Celebrates MJ

Websites, tv channels, radio stations, all paying their respects to the phenomenon that was Michael Jackson. I haven't seen anything like it since the passing of Princess Diana. With all the civil/political unrest that is going on in the world, it's nice to see that the world can come together to mourn and celebrate the life of MJ.

For me, his passing is surreal. Major figures have passed while Ive been on this Earth, but none had touched me like MJ did. I am a fan of dance and music and have danced since the tender age of 3, so for me Michael was a god. I was awed by him and his talent. I still am. I always will be.

King of Pop Bows Out..

The world is in shock! Odd personal life aside, he was a musical genius. He spanned the ages; I'm a fan, older friends are fans, the parental units are fans, younger friends are fans...Almost all of us have a favorite MJ song. Some of the best "time of my life" moments occurred dancing away to an MJ song. I shall miss him, as I know millions more will as well.

Madness Continues

1st impressions are interesting. Sometimes you just can't tell after that initial meeting. Sadly, my impression was accurate after Monday's foray back into the working world. Things went from crazy to kooky to bizarre to just plain nuts. If I had another iron in the fire I would not have returned after Tuesday's adventure. I've been banned from obtaining my parking permit. Tales of gentleman coming to blows in the office/phones being ripped out of the wall/complaints filed/girls gone wild being shouted,etc. are abundant. An intense negotiation with a contractor even went down (loudly.) But that ladies and gentleman is not the best worst thing about the past 4 days of my life. I met fat bastard. Yes. AND he explained to me what the difference is between a backslash and a forward slash. Life-changing.

First Day Blues...

Day 1 was interesting to say the least. I waited for over an hour for the big boss lady to even show up! I felt like total chump! I felt like I was in the twilight zone allll day. Weirdos galore on the phone and 1 even stumbled into the office just before closing time. Boss lady even commandeered my cellular device to have a conference call with the IRS. I'm seriously not making this up; I couldn't!

I was so relieved to get the hell outa there and find my "center." Hopefully tomorrow will bring different things.

Freshhhh

Tomorrow is the 1st day back in the "real" world for me. I should be enthused, but sadly I'm not. I'm finding it difficult to drum up excitement for a position that I have been forced into accepting. I kinda want to feel guilty for the direction my thoughts have taken..I mean so many people have been struggling for awhile now. BUT..what the hell..I'll just put it out there..who cares about them??!! This is about ME and my quest for life-long happiness in a profession that j'adore! How am I suppose to find the time to pursue my dreams while being trapped in a 4x4 cube for 8 plus hours a day doing nonsense I don't want to do?! Ok. Rant over...

Naturally, I'm grateful for the opportunity and as I've said plenty of times, I'll give it my best shot. To boost the troops morale, I paid the mall a visit to add to my collection. I mean seriously, if you're going to be going stir crazy sitting around yacking with total strangers about god knows what all day, you might as well look faboosh while doing it ;)

On a Mission

I have launched Operation B We Go Hard. Today was the 1st day and it was a success. After the "cleansing," a successful night out, a hot movie date and the awesome-ness that is the New Yankee Stadium, I decided to make some adjustments a la Bridget Jones style. The Operation consists of lowering the beverage intake, total elimination of the slight nicotine addiction, eating a tad bit healthier and gracing the gym with my presence more often. The most crucial element to the Operation-going after the holy grail. I have unearthed the great mystery and am preparing to do battle with the oh so high and mighty admissions offices of some of the most prestigous law schools around. Hear's to an amazing LSAT score ;)

I don't know why I decided to launch the Operation. I didn't hear a song/watch a movie/or have a chance encounter/etc. that made me realize something. I've heard those stories before from a variety of people. I'm kinda jealous that I wasn't inspired to launch the Operation by mysterious forces. Scratch that- I'm not envious of mysterous forces cus I was my own divine inspiration and that's Top Notch ;)

The Yankees Win!! (Repeat Over n Over)

There is no place quite like the Old Yankee Stadium. Some of my favorite memories are of visiting the Bronx to see the boys in their pinstripes. Nothing has ever compared to the thrill of walking into that hallowed arena. There was always something electric in the air; a total awareness of the legends that have graced the field. A good time was always had, even when the Yanks weren't on their A Game and lost.

Yesterday was my first experience at the New Yankee Stadium. I was teeming with excitement, but wondered how could anything possibly compare to the Old Stadium?! I have to say that I was impressed. It's a tasteful, classy arena dedicated to the Yankees of old, with a nod to the new generation. It was just as thrilling to see the big NY behind home-plate, just as deafening when the boys were announced and just as rowdy when things got to close for comfort. But something was definitely missing. Perhaps it was knowing that the 26 championships hadn't been won there or knowing that the Old Stadium was still standing in plain view across the street. Whatever it was, I'm sure it will dissipate as the Yankees begin to make history in their new home. The beginning of the walk back to the train station was bittersweet. I stopped to pay my respects to the magnificent Old Stadium for the last time. I officially said good-bye to the house that Ruth built and look forward to another 20 plus years of Yankee Stadium memories.